Something is wrong. Everybody knows it. Everyone sees the change in your demeanor. You really are acting differently. You however, are putting on a show. You are upset but you refuse to address the situation. As least you refuse to admit and address it right now. You most likely will address it in a few hours, a few days, a few months, but it is coming. And oh the firestorm that will ensue.
God may be nudging and nudging you to move on but you remain in your current place because you do not want to fail, because you do not know what is on the other side, because no one else has ventured in that place before.
You may never be the right size, never be the right color, never speak the right way, dress the right way, walk, act…etc.
Fathers are called to be providers, protectors, and the priests of their homes.
When you engage in negative interpretations you may hear things more negatively than what was intended.
…this is not about a New Year’s resolution or working through a midlife crisis. It is an opportunity for some self-introspection. So look closely.
Sometimes we just need someone to reach out and say “Girl I’m tired too!” and “How are we going to make it through ——?” (fill in the blank).
Work generally is a priority in our lives and we seem to get busy as overpacked suitcases busting out of the seams. Is there room for anything or anyone else?
This may not be the life you envisioned. God however, is not a bit surprised by your circumstances.
Many times our expectations of an individual do not come to fruition.